Monday, May 31, 2010

late night - need help

so many people needing help so many animals needing help -
sometimes I just sit here as tears fall like rain - yet there is love in
this world and therefore hope -

Blessings to you my friends - May
your soul find harbor in the safety of loving kindness!

May your spirit be lifted upon the wings of the noble eagle
to fly free and high above the weight of the world!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Thursday, February 25, 2010

it never stops

Everyday - all day - pain -- physical - emotional - mental - bleeding into each other -- feeding on each other. It’s always there - like a close friend with bad intentions.

My back; hips and joints screaming at me all day – pills well – they work for awhile –can function half assed when they’re working well.
All the years I spent breaking my back for what; a handful of dollars that barely paid the bills.

At least I have my friends and most of all my dogs. Now there is a girl we will see how that works i think it will be a great thing; it already is.

I feel so bad that I cannot play with my dogs – they deserve to have someone play and run with them and wrestle around a little bit.

I haven’t the energy besides I hurt to bad – I try – I pay for it later but I try to play with them, at least a little. They love me so much and I try to love them the same – but you cannot match the love of a dog – so far as I can tell – it is more than the love of any “God”

Eric

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Every day brings familiar pain - some days bad; some days worse – but still I press on - press on.

My back problems seem to be only getting worse – but the new doctor has helped and I am better able to function physically - the sadness that has plagued me all my life is always there, like a steady driving rain running through the back alleys of my soul.

I wish all my friends knew how much I care for them, care about them, pray for them, want the best for them – you who are reading this may your days be filled with wonder and awe; love and health; a joyous heart and peace of mind.

Seriously NO B/S; Eric

My friends

I wish all my friends and family knew how much I care for them, care about them, pray for them, want the best for them – you who are reading this may your days be filled with wonder and awe; love and health; joy and peace of mind.

Seriously NO B/S; Eric